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Saturday, July 12, 2008, 10:28 PM
it's me
Thinking, is enough to set my heart on a flutter. Sight, can set my heart on wild palpitations. But, I'm not ready, we're not ready and nobody is. The time will come, I believe. Patience is of the essence. Patience, is just the virtue that I possess.
A sense of deja vu lingers around me, like all this is so familiar. The introduction, the climax and the events. There is a striking resemblance. But, not this time. The ending will not be the same.
"It's me."
I'm just too busy to even care for myself. On Friday, Dee Jee told me that apparently most seniors already know the new EXCO, but Mark will only release it formally on the notice board next week. Hopefully, miracles come in pairs. The signs are becoming obvious. I know it, I can feel it.
I was never meant to be ELDDS' chairman in the first place. But I did. At the start of the year, I refused to join v.Actors because I found the club too enthusiastic, but alas I love it so much, like it's been the pinnacle of my life so far. And I did.
I treaded on this path ever since. There's no turning back. I'm gonna slog my guts out again, but hopefully, it's not for the same reasons as I did in VS.
Things will change, people will change. One thing is for sure: I didn't.
P.S If your question didn't pop up so awkwardly and suddenly to leave me in shock, I wouldn't have questioned myself and instead, lose myself again. Thanks, I really appreciated it :)
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