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Thursday, August 21, 2008, 9:22 PM
letting go
"I'm home."But my soul is weary and exhausted. I have 2 tests tomorrow and I only reached home at 7.30pm. I just feel too tired to be myself anymore.
The horoscope section in the papers said that I should start to loosen my control. How true that I did just that today, even before I saw it. To two groups of people in fact.
First on the list was my PW group members. I wasn't going to bother about the project anymore, until the other 3 are working to produce something concrete. They don't seem to care, but I can't as well. I'm not going to let some people sit around during lesson and act as if they deserve credit for that.
Second was The Dramatic Society for Dramatic People. I left the job to the other guys this time round after I missed school due to the pain in my left hand. The script was pretty well written, but it's far from perfect when it comes to acting. The cast lost their sense of the stage, directions and acting wise. Perhaps I'm too demanding, but it's the first time we're putting up something for the school in a long while, so I hope to walk off with a bang and tell people : " This is the newly revamped Dramatic Society for Dramatic People, and we're here to stay." I watched them today, but I guess I will be performing next Friday to fill up the spaces. I really have to read the script to try and regain my touch.
I'm glad I'm learning how to let go and not worry too much. I'm going to need it really badly.
I just realised that my posts getting a lot more emo over the weeks, but I guess that's part and parcel of having to deal with so many problems aye?
I wanna close my eyes and think about nothing at all. But everytime I do, I see your face. I'm still trying to learn how to let go...of you.